juz come back from somewhere near my hse =p

so tired worx..

today accompany my guai lan de darling LEW PEI ZHEN went to bugis

she wanna to buy her slipper lolx..

so we walk and walk , see and see

finally she found e slipper tat she wan

after tat we went to lot1 ..

to buy ice cream =p so nice worx..

den waited for my lao gong come my hse to find mi

haix yo.. always no gd thing happen de..

he make mi so angry..

he say he come and find mi de.. but instead of finding mi he is making his fren

lolx.. funny rite.. he say he can pei mi till wat time i wan de

but its not true de.. he meet mi not more den an hour

coz.. went he meet le he wan playing his PSP

after finish his game.. he told mi he gtg find his fren le..

reali so sad rite..

i noe he came all e way from his hse to and find mi and pass mi e psp

and go all e way back to jurong point to meet his fren

i shld be happy rather den sad rite?

but hu noe wat i m thinking

i m so sad and heart pain not tat he went to meet his fren le.

is during e time we meet each other he was playing his game after tat tell mi he gtg le

wat is this shit..

wat can i do ?

i can juz only smile at him and say ok..

do he noe i m sad? and he hurt mi once again?

HE DONNOE!!..he juz happily went to meet his fren tat all

again tml i meet him in e morning

due my tai ma birthday .. have to come home early

and go for a dinner again

he noe i m meeting him so early..

but still he meet his fren until donnoe wat time.

izzit tat everytime i meet him i have to c him slp and i play e computer or psp

all my by myself?

do u noe how sad it is?

i try my best to meet him le.. don wan to let him feel lonely

y cant he change for mi ..

he noe i don like him to go out till so late if he is meeting mi e nx day

but y he still wan to do it..y he don care how i feel

i noe he can do it, it juz onli he don wish too

did u try to come in to my world and understand wat i reali wan ?

I JUZ WAN HAPPINESS NOT TEARS~