what is life?
what is love?
what is family?
what is happiness?
what is ture frens?

my life is full of shit~i don like studing but i gt no choice

juz to let my daddy happy & i have to fulfill his wish..

so i force myself to study & get gd grade

wat's love? hu do love mi ?

parent ? i don think so ..

fren? hopefully..

boyfriend? ii wish ..

may be some of them think tat i have a gd family

but seriously i find it so sux..

mum like to nag & show faces at mi .. dad like to scold mi & its not my fault

although i have alot of freedom.. but this is not wat i wan

i wan them to care more for mi .. hear mi speak out my tot

in their mine they only wan mi to study hard get gd result tat all..

happiness? i reali donnoe wat is happiness for now

i wish i could find back my happiness

stay happy & smile 4ever

but is reali hard to get myself happy

saddness kept came to mi, i hate to cry. if can i oso chose not to

saddness lead ppl to e wrong path & do tootpid thing
will uu be e 1 that make mi smile?

turn fren? i donnoe izzit a gd or bad thing

i only have 4 turn fren.. and i love them alot

but we seldom meet up.. is bcoz they have their own life

my lao gong bz working & studying & accompany his bf

my darling need to study & work & accompany bf

my daughter always M.I.A. donnoe wat she doing

last but not least my maid .. i do miss her although she is LAME
MISSES THEM ALOT!!!
i do have lot of fren in my life..juz that they isn't tat click wit mi
i oso donnoe y .. haix..